Yesterday, Jeanne Legault (Robert's sister), Jack Womack, Ellie Lang, some other of Robert's friends, and I tried to make order out of Robert's apartment on the Lower East Side. It was astounding: let me just say that Robert was a dumpster diver and acquired a LOT--just an example or two. I was in charge of the last room (which actually was the front room in a railroad flat)and it took me 5 hours (no exaggeration) to make my way two feet into the room, all the while bagging up papers, clothing --either for the garbage or for the Salvation Army, and trying to move 45s, record albums, videos, cds, dvds, magazines, and other sundry out of the way. I filled (with Jack's help) 4 1/2 garbage bags full of formerly neatly stacked or hanging off a tie rack neckties: hundreds of them. There were hundreds of t-shirts on the floor neatly folded in stacks--but layers of them.

After about five hours I was stymied by the fact that once I hit that two feet mark, there were stacks of record albums that blocked me from going further into the room without moving those stacks...and so far there's no place to move them TO. Also, we were out of room for the garbage bags...no more space downstairs in the garbage area and no more room on the landing, and no more room in the actual apt. We're hoping to get a dumpster tomorrow or Tuesday so that while Jeanne is back in Seattle--she's got to get back to work--we will continue to excavate until she returns as soon as she can. It may sound awful, but in fact it was like an archeological dig and I have to say kind of cathartic in a weird way.

An aside here: I've got packrat tendencies myself and I (and my sister, too) have always enjoyed digging through our mom's drawers (and when we were children and visiting our grandparents, our grandmother's too) --I don't recall if I've mentioned this in the blog before. But after being in Robert's place I told my fellow diggers that if I don't invite them over to my apt for a couple of months to please do an intervention!!!! And this evening when I got home I dumped the Playbills I've been saving in a stack for the past couple of years.

This morning was Robert's Memorial Service. About 150 family (only Jeanne and Robert's cousins) and friends attended and several people got up and spoke about him. Afterwards, 35 of us went to the Cowgirl Hall of Fame to brunch and drink and talk more about Robert. His ashes joined us and some of us drank bourbon in his name.
And finally, 12 of us walked down the block for some more drinking.

Photos below:
Memorial Service and afterwards
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From: [personal profile] rosefox


I'm really sorry I couldn't make the memorial service; it sounds like it went as well as such things can. Blessings on you for helping Jeanne make sense of his place and belongings.

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com


Rose,
I think you would have enjoyed it. Remarkably, there was more joy than tears-I learned things about Robert that I never knew--his three of his male friends from HS in DC came and his prom date from HS also showed up. Friends of his whose names I'd heard but never met were there. Also several reconciliations between ex-friends occurred (not necessarily permanently, but a neutrality was reached between people who thought they'd never talk to each other again, so that's a very good thing).

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From: [personal profile] rosefox


Sadly, with the time change, the distance between here and there, and my wacky freelancer hours, it would have meant getting about three hours of sleep. That's wonderful about the reconciliations, though.

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com


It was very early: 10:30 so I don't blame anyone for not attending. I didn't go to Janet Kagan's in NJ on Saturday because I just couldn't face two in a row and I hadn't seen Janet in years.
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Ellen -- should we reschedule, if there's still work to be done in the apartment? Or will you want/need the break?

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com


Laura Anne, Oh no please!!!
No one's working there tomorrow--it'll be later in the week when Jeanne either leaves the key or fedexes it to us. See you today for sure :-)

From: [identity profile] aqeldroma.livejournal.com


Thank you for posting those pictures. It looks like there was a lot of laughter amid the grief. I hope you're doing well with it all.

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com


Thanks Alyssa,
I expect that it was a bit like an Irish wake (which I've never been to)
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From: [personal profile] themadblonde

amazingly kind of you...


to give all that time & energy to a departed friend. Sounds a bit like the time my father & sister had cleaning out my grandmother's house. She had pill bottles 40 years old, full & w/ a note attached saying "Prescribed for x; never took."

I think it was Dan Posnanski who told me about THE OTHER SIDE. Many collectors want to preserve their collections beyond their own lives & donate them to universities, or foundations, etc. I never understood why someone would want to break up a painstakingly amassed collection short of absolute financial need, but Dan made a good case. He explained that, as a collector, he could well appreciate the joy of the hunt, & could understand wanting to afford that opportunity to another collector. I mention this because I'm thinking of the joy of the collectors who will now have access to all those records & books.

Ashes to ashes & dust to dust.

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com

Re: amazingly kind of you...


Karen,
His death came as a shock to us all and this may be our way of coping with it.
Jeanne has asked all of us to take what we wish as we come upon it. Only once his friends are finished will the rest of his collections be sold or given away.
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From: [personal profile] themadblonde

a final gift...


sounds like the kind of guy who would enjoy thinking of his friends enjoying his favourites.

From: [identity profile] mikepoore.livejournal.com

From Robert's High School Class


Friends, last April we celebrated our 40th anniversary of graduation from Landon School in Bethesda, MD. (Being the class agent, I was one of the protagonists for our part of the alumni weekend.) It was a great pleasure to see Robert there. We were all enriched by his presence. Thus, his death seems so much more tragic, as we were just shaking hands not too long ago.
On behalf of the Class of '67, we feel a great loss in Robert's passing. I wish to thank all of you for your kind words here and the tributes you arranged. I would also like to thank my friends from Landon, especially Dave Yost, John Mann, Scott vanNess, and Terry Downs, for keeping the information available to our classmates and for being there for Robert's friends and loved-ones.
This bromide may not mean much to all, but, Robert, here's a nickel in the grass for you, my friend.

Sincerely,

Mike Poore
Chantilly, VA

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com

Re: From Robert's High School Class


Mike, you're very welcome. Robert was a great guy, and a lot of us are missing him.

From: [identity profile] foresthouse.livejournal.com


Oh, wow - I can't even visualize what you're describing! I have packrat tendencies, too, but after doing the move to college and home again 4 years in a row on a 15 hour drive to Indiana (in a Caravan with a car-top carrier) and then subesequent moves, I have succeeded to some extent in squashing the hell out of my tendency to save. I am still snared by the ticket-stub and playbill variety of packratting, though. Papers! I still have some valentines people gave me in 2nd grade.

Anyway, I think that's really great of you and the others to help Robert's sister out like that. It's good that his life is being gone through by people who knew him.

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com


You can't. I couldn't, either until I actually experienced it. It's encouraging me to clean out my own place--at least a little :-)

From: [identity profile] nwmediaarts.livejournal.com

Condolences


Hi Ellen;

I was so shocked and grieved to hear of Robert's passing. Jack filled me in on the phone and also sent me the wonderful obit he wrote. It made me sorry I didn't know Robert better, but enjoyed the week he was last in Seattle. I can only imagine what it must have been like to try and sort through his magpie collections. It was kind of you to give of your time. I wish I could help.

xo;
Les


From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com

Re: Condolences


Hi Les,
I think it's really only just sinking in that he's gone. It took me years to "accept" that Jenna was gone after she died.

The going through things has been kind of comforting. Ellie and I are going back tomorrow for a few hours to continue tossing out stuff and sorting things to keep. Jack and Rob and Gwen and some others will be coming over Sunday I think to work there, too.

From: [identity profile] golaski.livejournal.com

Playbills


Robert Aickman, as you may know, donated 600 playbills to a British museum. He was a life-long (from childhood), avid theater-goer. And, of course, you've heard that poets are starting to sell their papers to libraries... John Taggart was able to retire early by doing this, Allen Ginsberg broke records when he sold his. Susan Sontag sold her papers too. Perhaps there is a museum of sinister doll heads aching to get its hands on your collection...

Oddly enough, your labor reminded me of Jack Womack's story "Out of Sight, Out of Mind," which you chose for a YBF&H (#4?).

From: [identity profile] ellen-datlow.livejournal.com

Re: Playbills


I didn't know about Robert Aickman.
I do know that major writers have sold their papers for quite a bit of money. I've donated all my correspondence files over the years to the collection at the University of Liverpool. They have all my OMNI files and I've been trying to get them the rest of my files cheaply (now that M bag discounts are gone).

Ah the Datlow collection of odd dolls and doll parts...or as someone suggested just keeping my whole apt intact for people to visit :-)

From: [identity profile] golaski.livejournal.com

Re: Playbills


Lke the studio of Francis Bacon, recently relocated to the Hugh Lane Gallery. Make a fortune selling the whole of the inside of your apt.!
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